just feel like bloginggg.
i had been asking myself this question so longgg ,
SHOULD I MIA?
i am really tired of crying , what else can i do?
anyway , had chemistry & histroy exam today.
anyhow write as i really dont have the mood to do.
everything seems to be on my mind except , STUDY & exam.
f. stress in relationship.
we now like ( i dont even know what )
you can tell me , even worst then friends , what you want me to say?
every night . while talking to you , you know i crying?
if you really dont wish to save the relationship , just tell me.
STOP torturing me , please.
i really wanna go crazy soon & its very sooooon.
seeing all those couple around me , all those couple on the street.
they are so sweet and its remind me about the past us.
i dont mean they wunt quarrel , but why their r/s can stay strong,
just not mine. WHY WHY WHY?
everything seems to be my fault always.
when i say you , you will just pissed off & say " aiyah , forget it. my fault "
maybe what you msg me is right , " is i made till your friends dont care about me "
what i want is not their care & concern. but .....
and if you see this ,
when my operation day , if we no longer together,
please dont come and see me.
i had my reason for it . sorry.
please understand.
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